secret wish

honestly,

i wish my brother will never marry,

as well as my sister.

i truly wish,

my father will never die,

as well as my mother.

i called myself coward for not having the corage to be alone,

i don't have the guts to come home and not finding my brother or sister,

i can only cry when i imagine there will be time when i can only see my father and mother trough a picture.

it is possible for me, to curse a person who take my brother or sister from my family and make their own family.

i could call God selfish if God take back the life that have been given to my father and mother.

honestly,

anyone can take anything,

but not my family.

for not letting my brother or sister getting married,

for wanting an immortal life for my father and mother,

this is the wish that i know will never come true.